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Name: LaUrA
Location: Missouri
Birthday: 1/23/1988
Gender: Female

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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

	Hm... i'm back. I miss this name .. and besides, I suck at second first impressions.
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Sunday, June 27, 2004

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Good News For People Who Love Bad News
By Modest Mouse
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- It seems as though everyone's parents have very strict rules about how many people can be over at one time, because the most popular line I have heard lately is: "We can't have any more people over."

.I.g.n.o.r.e. your phones, pretend y o u don't hear me, I only wanted to call you my friend.

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Saturday, June 26, 2004

I was looking at an old friends site tonight .. reading entries of better times, and I ran across something he wrote that bottles up my feelings entirely.

Heres one for everytime i've... thought about you, dreamed about you, sang a song for you, called you unanswered, wrote an unread letter for you, waited for you to call, lost sleep over you, told you I love you, told you I would give anything to see you, regreted something ive done to you, wrote a song about you, asked you to be with me, invited you somewhere, left my friends to be with you, told someone else about my feelings for you, defended you, stood up to someone for you, been reminded of you driving passed a place we have been, called you in the morning knowing your asleep, woke up fearing your safety, fell asleep with tears in my eyes, thinking of you.

I know how you felt .. I know how you felt when I asked if you were planning on simply waiting it out for her, and you looked at me and said "yes" .. I don't know how it feels to have that person that you love not to ever have looked into your eyes the same way that you look at them. It's almost better now, if eye contact is refused, you can't see all the pain you caused me, nor can you see the longing I have to talk to you again, to feel you .. care.

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Friday, June 25, 2004

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Suddenly, this summer has had a huge kick in the pants. I'm loving all the people I am hangin out with. Let's see .. the other night, Monday? After work I went to Lakewood beach and hung out with Justin, Derks, Donahue, David, Dan, Audrey, Sam, Trevor .. you know. There were fires made and marshmellows consumed. Then last night, I hung out with Nick, David, and Dan .. basically just screwed around at his house, though Nick and I took that "Sex Game" .. and really did it, very invigorationg. Then today David and I went to Dans, and us, Justin, Trevor, Stonner and Garret went to Pizza Street. Then we took Dan's boat out .. HOORAH! We visited my grandma, and I think Trevor sufficiently scared the shit out of her. When we put the boat up, Trigo, Travis, Ryan and Kyle were waiting there ((awkward)) .. but we ended up at Justins, playing pool and I finally learned how to play Halo .. not saying I'm a star .. but I can see what the fuss is about .. its addictive.

I believe that good times were had by all, and Garret, you better not be working tomorrow, because we have a date with Dodgeball.

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